Uranus Opposition
i'm 44, Sagittarius Sun, Uranus at 14 Taurus... i'm currently in the midst of my Uranus opposition, which was activated when transiting Chiron kissed natal Uranus back in 2017. at that time, i realized i had projected a need to feel safe in the world on to the men in my life. i was guided to create an energetic container inside of Self, so i might learn to hold the inner child safe (natal Mars in Leo squares Uranus).
i was singing a lot of mantra at the time, which cleared my energy field and chakra system, while simultaneously vibrating my energy into this physical vessel -- i've lived a relatively disassociated life with natal Mars square Uranus, Pluto conjunct Ascendent, Neptune conjunct Venus. as i opened up and deepened, i could feel Uranus guiding me to "work out the kinks" in the sushumna, the main energetic channel that runs through the core of our being; anchor the energy of awakening (Uranus, Father Sky) in the root. this activated my Mars and also turned me on -- literally and metaphorically. kinda like plugging a lamp into the outlet.
....i feel Uranus as the higher octave of kundalini... and Uranus in Tau as a collective kundalini awakening, while Pluto dissolves collective, outmoded ego structures that repress feminine energy. i am very interested in holding and creating with that energy; bathing my cells in the energy of awakening. also conditioned to leak, repress, project it.
fast forward to 2021... the Saturn/Uranus square hung me on a grand fixed cross with natal Uranus in Scorpio and Mars in Leo. Saturn guided me to discipline Mars; Mars prefers to "devote" and commit energy, not super interested in "discipline." as that happened, i could feel my self accepting/aligning with inner authority (Saturn/crown), which further stabilized the integrity of the sushmna, as well as the energetic container i've been creating to hold Self safe.
what's all this look like in life? BOUNDARIES. learning to stay grounded when i receive an intuitive hit (Uranus) that triggers the inner child (Mars); learning to hold/allow/realease the rage of the repressed feminine; Uranus rules the Wiracocha, the 8th chakra at the base of skull... i can feel energy that's been trapped in the left shoulder, neck, now atlas (base of the skull) moving as this chakra comes online; i've become an adept astral traveler and it kinda feels like i'm downloading the whole Universe in my imagination; i've developed intimate connections with each of the planets...they "talk to me." i'm guided to reclaim splintered aspects of feminine consciousness.... embody the asteroids to build relationships with those archetypes and anchor them in collective consciousness. i'm in touch with Juno, Vesta, Pallas, Black Moon Lilith. also empowering other aspects as indicated by natal asteroids. i also did a lot of work to unplug my parents from my brain, deprogram domination culture, embody.
i'll add i'm a hypnotherapist and quantum healer. i have a STRONG desire to get this work out and into the world, but haven't found the right astrogeeky collaborator to partner with.... if anyone is interested in exploring further, please be in touch <3